1. |
ONE WITH THE VOID
03:29
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veins over muscle, underneath skin
bruised bones ache, buried under all of it
I've seen your face, I know where you went
pass out on the staircase, after you plug it back in
jack of all trades, especially hatred
went to a funeral, still masturbated
trapped in the heart of the mid west for ages
they watch the streets, there's no escape
i can't believe by this age i would hate everyday
i don't want to wake up tomorrow
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2. |
VEILED
01:43
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Leaves rustle towards the break of dawn, see my breath as it rises
wake up everyday to an alarm clock, accompanied by ambulance sirens
overwhelming apathy, out of bed i remain lethargic
wake up dressed, unseen, the door slams followed by silence
these veiled motives have led me to, the way, I've felt for a long time
crouched on a ridge top in the woods, scarecrow walks at midnight
fog rolls through the trees, purple, pink, and blue clouded sky
the frost glimmers under the pale yellow moon, it's always winter in my mind
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3. |
BREATHALYZER
01:33
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High-functioning alcoholism
Protects one's soul while destroying the mind
If you haven't woken up screaming yet
There's a pretty good chance that you're not alive
Day after day with all that you've learned
The only closure: the bottle you've earned
To digest the chaos, violence, hate
They call it "liquid courage" because it makes you forget about fate
I know you got a quota
I know you want a promotion
I know I got a shity car
I know I'm an easy target
I'm completely lucid
I'm completely articulate
I'm in complete control
You're a fucking asshole
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4. |
POINTLESS LIFE
01:26
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Everything I've come to know I've also come to hate
new ideas come and the old ones start to fade
I know change is good but who I am doesn't go away
I'm my mothers son and brother, clearer everyday
I still bitch, and I still whine, but i know deep inside
I'm not special I never was, this shit happens all the time
pointless life
there's something wrong in ohio, a secret we all try to hide
that's the reason i stay in bed, friends leave, pets and parents die
you have some feeling somewhere within yourself
but I can't relate, I hope you fucking kill yourself
pointless life
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5. |
CUT ME OPEN
00:46
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I feel my brain think, i stop my lungs and kidneys
I'm in the bathroom, shit pours out of me
ive got it down to a fucking science
Mutilate myself to cleanse my conscience
I know the risks but Im in a hurry
So little blood and too much fucking time
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6. |
FRIDAY THE 13TH
01:03
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My friend left Georgia he was going to Tennessee
training privates he was a sergeant in the army
don't ask a question, you don't know what it's about
say one fucking word he's gonna knock yer fucking teeth out
the neighbors called the cops, they heard a gunshot
my best friend found him dead in walmart's parking lot
the sun's not gonna come up tomorrow
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7. |
BROGAN'S FINAL BREATH
00:43
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he didn't loose his phone he was cruising on the scene
he never told his parents or anybody
you ask the cops and they'll say they found him dead
one of those pigs heard brogan's final breath
he didn't break into that house and hang himself
cops shot him in the head/ put it in his mouth
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8. |
FCA
03:01
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grey clouds hang from the lifeless sky
on the road we grow tired as the miles melt by
weve seen no one for hours were surrounded by pines
nothing moves in this burned forest its devoid of life
our stares become vacant as we loose our high
so we sit still by the ocean watch the fish wash up and die
fuck this winter and what my life has become
when im on papers every day is the same
fevers chils aches
i hate my life
i hate everything
i hate my life
hate is my religion
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9. |
HUFF PAINT
00:46
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if you dont huff paint then you cant stay
research chemicals pyrex trays
i know it could be the end of me
but we get down like this every fucking day
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10. |
NEW JOB SMELL
01:05
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Clock in and clock out
The game is all about
How much can be taken
And how little they can give you
Try harder and harder
They just take away more
You gotta leave 'em fucked
Like they've left you before
Just wait till you get another interview
High off huffing that new job smell
Rage quit
Break shit
Take money from the register
Tell your boss to fuck off
They'll find another just like you
And when they've had enough
They should fucking do it too
"Only a dream"
I wake up
Relinquish control
I might as well not
Be awake at all
Safe and sound
My mental playground
The only place
Only I can see
Lucid dreaming
In total control
The most powerful I'll ever feel
I don't wanna die
But this fucking world is too much for my eyes
I constantly fail
If fantasy is this good, fuck everything real
At the mercy of the long dead
Left their problems to me
Of the elevated few
Spared of all suffering
My phone finishes my sentences
And sends it to the Pentagon
With all actions predicable
The war's already been won
Too spineless to make my way out
Too invested to not come back
Don't wake up
Never wake up
It's only a dream
But don't wake up
If you wake up
It's too much to take
Just hope you don't
And slip away
The prospect of dying without any pain
Is a luxury not afforded to most human beings
When the time comes it's already too late
The most that one can do is accept their fate
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11. |
SEWERGATOR
00:17
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i cant see around the corner
when he comes recoil in horror
no chance if you stay and fight
no chance if you kill the light
in the sewer i cant breathe
flashlight dies i cant see
steel door behind me
other side dead police
sewer gator
you are dead
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12. |
ONLY A DREAM
02:31
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13. |
DON'T DO DOPE
00:38
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used to eat glue in kindergarten
shaving cream looked good but i never tried it
when it cam to certain things i was indecisive
now it hurts to look back on things that i did
i hate drugs drugs like me
i tried so hard but ill never leave
this is a dysfunctional relationship
everytime i pop a pill im sick of this shit
dont do dope
dont shoot coke
dont do dope
theres still hope
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14. |
WINTER SKY
01:19
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i am a man so what i do is justified
life in ancient times my gauged eyes cant see the light
so if the time feels right i might hang myself tonight
under winter skys
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15. |
METH
01:29
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Bought a bag of coke one time I was sure it was at the time
I soon changed my mind i felt weird after doing the first line
meth hurts when you snort it
I refuse to shoot it
when we tested it, it came up as meth
I wasn't scared, I wasn't upset
I said fuck it, took another hit
I never was, afraid of it
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